Where is My Motivation and Where Can I Find it?

Hey yall, it is Wednesday I finished two paintings, last week, one is going to be shipped today and I am so excited over it.

I have unfortunately been so unmotivated lately. My early mornings have turned into me turning off my alarm entirely and skipping the snooze. Sleepy me is no one to be talked sense into. I have been so lethargic too, I started working out this week because my month of working out also went down the crapper. I am proud I got one week of working out done and it was hard work trying to talk myself into doing it. They haven't been the best workout either, I find myself just not wanting to do a damn thing!

So my very unmotivated self has just been making me self doubt everything about myself. I'm not a optimist and not really a pessimist when it comes to things. I strive to look on the bright side of things but I know what reality is like. I just have been doubting myself and if I will ever reach the goals I have set out for myself. Especially when my attitude towards those goals seems to not give a care in the world lately.

I love mornings, the fresh air, birds chirping, alone time with a book and coffee, but all that has not gotten