It is February already in this year 2020! I unfortunately did not get picked for that town design, but the person who won greatly deserved it! I will admit I could have tried a little harder on that project and that my procrastination got the best of me.
I hate that, but hey it happened and there is no excuses other than it was me who made that choice. January seemed to drag by, but now that it is February I can't help but realize that a month of the New Year already went by and although it had great moments the realization of life and death hit me like a bag of bricks.
We all heard of the terrible news of Kobe Bryant and his beautiful daughter, also A few days ago one of my best friends lost her grandmother. Not to mention at the beginning of the year, we had to go to a funeral for a very amazing older man. January has not been a very happy one.
It made me realize that life will always come to an end. No matter who you are, how old you are, whether or not you are a good or bad person. It comes, it wreaks chaos in the ones who are left behind. Death is not fair and that very much makes life so so precious. I think I would love to make a great new goal for this year. That is to tell everyone how much they mean to me. How happy that they are in my life, even if its only for a season. It as also kicked my butt in gear to quit putting my art on the back burner. I could leave this world tomorrow, all that I had dreamed of with my art and will never come into fruition. The sad thing is that I don't think many people would care if my art ever existed or not.
I hope you all keep in mind that everyone has a time limit. So live your life, work hard for what kind of mark you want to make. Leave great memories for those who love you! No one is promised tomorrow. This life owes us nothing, it is up to you how it treats you. Fair is just a made up word for people who never conquered their demons. This life will never be fair, as much as I wish it was it just will never be. So all I can do is pray that each and everyone of you is blessed and that any hardships and losses you may be going through lighten up.
-The Ramblin Artist
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